ELW is officially over. the post test was HORRIBLE. gah gah gah. ):
shall remain postive :D
air-conditioned school is bad. caught a flu. now recovering. but coughing away slightly.
how am i going to K like that?
running really really low on cash.
everything must budget.
so.. i'm going to DIY my hair.
i shall have new hair colour by this tuesday! (:
DW is coming back. have to finish my reports reports. ahhhh.
i hope they bought me souvenirs!
hmm. zheyin too. who just went on his midshipman training to vietnam and a few other places. buy me souvenirs!!
school's starting. FTB's coming.
not looking forward to any.
ELW was rather erh. okay. learnt some stuff. not very interesting. in fact a little dry. ):
but made new friends.
and am H A P P Y.
sleepy now.
many things undone.
got to..
churn out agenda
write in to office for lesner's cert
REPORTS
organise my files
tidy up my room
&
MORE things which i cant rmb. ):
my knee is hurting again. why why why
time for me to wake up and fulfil my role(s).
i've yet to complete my three reports. two of which are to be done before ogre is back. -sighs
tmr is the start of my very wonderful English Language Workshop. NOOOOO homework please. or i'll DIE. ):
so scary to know that people are reading my blog. must blog carefully. *chuckles
and i miss Prata Bom. the one with condensed milk inside.
i STILL CRAVE for Ah Mei's Toast and that big cup of Milk Tea. B A D L Y
and my room's still in a MEGAHUGE mess. heaps of stuff lying around. crumpled papers. folders with all sorts of rubbish inside.. unfolded clothes in my closet. stocks of sirius shirts. nicely arranged sirius badges on my desk (and collecting dust now..)
AHHHHH!!
and though i just bought some organisers from IKEA. am TOOOOOO lazy to start tidying up my room ):
i want to enrol in Hogwarts. then chant the magic spell that will tidy up my room. and dust my room too!! WAHAHAHAHAHA
sometimes i do wanna just blurt out every single explicit detail, how i feel and everything on my blog. but i just cant. i still prefer to keep things to myself.
i like to tell people about things that happened. events. happenings.
as for personal thoughts. i'll save it for myself. and maybe my mom. (:
(love my mom. who's given me great support all these while)
lalalalalalalala.
lalalalallalalallalallalallalalal.
i think i'm abit stressed.
(trying to view some of the vids we took in Sabah) :D
and SMU does have lots of CCAs to offer. have already decided on some. will wait till CCA day to find out more
tmr is the pre-econs camp dinner. wonder what kinda people i will meet. hahaha. kinda looking forward to it. just to see who are my schoolmates.
friday sending the UK trip people off. sat is THE day, to talk about the issue of taking over. then maybe go for fireworks or campfire. depending on barney.
WHICH means, i'll be skipping the camp. -shrugs-
i like my life a few months back. so carefree :D
&
i've decided to go... BATAM
had a splitting headache today.
rather sad. couldnt do anything except rest. ):
didnt get to eat my Ah Mei toast
put on mascara and everything.
didnt get to go out.
ate my super nice wanton mee.
but cant appreciate the gudness of it.
all because the splitting headache made me nauseous.
it's all so sad.
): terrible.
but i got over it! (:
i definitely thought through lots of things in these 1.5days. scouting stuff. personal stuff. school stuff. i'm beginning to feel more of the responsibility of an adult. a mature person. ): and i dont like it. still, i HAVE to accept it and i WILL adapt to it.
i am rather sleepy. feel like catching up with some of my friends. missing them.
and i still have tons more things to deal with. ):
my life ar. WHY LIKE THAT?
whatamidoing?
missed like 5 mins of the show larh. poor gerl.
met up with some old friends from tampines for lunch. nth much happened. it was just old friends hanging out together.
on the way home, was just thinking how weird i am. it seems like i'm never too comfortable in guys' company. so far, only MrBuddy makes me feel at ease. HAHAHAHHAHA. maybe i dont really treat him like a guy. (: ohhh. actually it's MrBuddy and some of my male ventures. hmmm.
W H A T E V E R.
it's friday 13th. 7pm. going to pack my room before my 2D1N camp (lest my mom screams at me) then pack my bag for the camp. update rovers stuff. maybe do the report too. (actually must do larh. at least for the campfire accounts part. SIGHS)
i need my little getaway. a cheap one will do.
so i was saying..
to add on to my previous post. my MR YAU told me to cheer up! (: heh
that reminds me. i have to do my stretches later. ):
went for breakfast at Ya Kun today. craving rather badly for the toast. wasnt as gud as expected ): Ah Mei toast is next on my list.
was raining like hell this morning. amazed that i actually grabbed my umbrella and.. out i went!
the wind was disgustingly strong. it nearly distorted my umbrella. at one point of time, in just a second, my poor little umbrella was inverted ): hmpf. clever me positioned the umbrella in such a way that it got blown back to its orignial shape! heh.
the rest of the time, i was wet and dragging my slippery slippers, not forgetting clinging on to my umbrella tightly.
awful experience.
and the rain just stopped suddenly after that. it didnt reduce in strength from a storm to a lighter rain. it just S T O P P E D. hmpf.
shamir's house was our next stop. 400 files waiting to be converted. half was done by Shamir + Austin. i completed about one-tenth of the other half. the clips. it wasnt too boring to convert those files because i get to watch them at the same time (:
it was fun viewing those silly clips.. uncovering those shots that i never knew existed.
brought back lots of memories. precious memories that were chucked aside although i've only been back for 2 weeks.
cant wait for the video to be out. cant wait for the photos to be sent to me.
am still looking for a cheap getaway.
BUT, all these doesnt make me wanna go physio/doctor more. heh. it's so freaking ex. the physio was like a normal simple gym session larh. -sighs.
caught up with the gerls today. the BRAZIL gerls. hahaha. taiwan seems fun! heh. kinda glad i wasnt there cause travelling in trio ain't gonna be easy. i like moments like that. a few gerls, sitting down. reflecting our lives. looking back and laughing at the silliest events. just talking and doing nothing else (:
i wanna go to an island to. . . relax.
anyway. mom is doing a FABULOUS job at pissing me off. she just cant stop commenting on my scarred legs. ): what's wrong with my legs even though they are scarred with abrasions/mozzie bites. i still love them the same.
then she goes on to nag about how i wont be able to get a boyfriend like that. my reply: too bad lor. i cant be bothered. i think i'm doing fine being single.
HMPF. ):
I DON'T NEED GUYS IN MY LIFE (though i don't mind one)
went to stay over at weishan's place on 5 July, Thursday. caught Harry Potter movies, from The Chamber of Secrets onwards. *yawns* it was a long night. proud that I didnt fall asleep! :D
then played monopolly. uno cards. lalalalalalala.
mom came to fetch me. had lunch. went home. changed. WENT OUT TO MEET MRBUDDY.
was late. but not too late! (: went pool. i WON for almost all games. POOL POOL. (: Benny said it's my red shirt giving me the luck. well well, who knows, maybe i'm really more skilled!
movie followed right after. TRANSFORMERS!
it was at least 5x better i expected. i thought it was gonna be a GUYS show. but tadas! i kinda like it (: shall not elaborate..
went home and slept right after my shower.
that was 36 hours without sleep.. ):
Friday, 6 July.
settled some of my stuff today. like FINALLY! sent Mark badges. Transferred money to Wilson (which i later found out was unnecessary). and bought DVDs for my new lappy. blah blah.
then went for a drink at Eski with steph, weishan, eliz and kenneth. chatted.. the usual stuff. we all reeked after that. LOL.
reached home. FIXED the wireless connection on my new lappy. had other problems.. BLAH. slept at 4am.
Saturday, 7 July. (it's 07/07/07!)
woke up late. went for Troop Meeting. was just PHYSICALLY there. did nth else. oh wells.
went for Sirius meeting. hope am able to contribute more to the post event. joined late. couldnt do much for pre-event. beginning to love this project more. <3
now home. am DEAD tired.
i've got THREE freaking reports to do. THREE reports. no kidding. wonder how much hair i'm gonna lose this time.
moreover, uni orientation is starting. ): my angmoh workshop. I HOPE THERE WILL BE ZERO. KOSONG HOMEWORK. i HOPE!!
On my paper, it wrote:
Registration Time: 9.20am
Appointment Time: 9.15am
HA. okay. The nurse and doctor were nice people. and... the doctor told me i have got WEAK muscles. and because i dont really walk properly, it has resulted in my.. cartilage rubbing against the knee bone or sth. donno larh.
the SOLUTION he says: NO SHORT-CUT. PHYSIO. train up your muscles. must do at home. ): WAH LAO. so sad.
SO, they fixed me up for a physio session next wed. LaaDeeDuummm.
6 weeks later, my doc will review my case and if it doesnt improve, he'll have to make me wear those funny shoes that will force me to walk properly. NOOOOOONOOONOOO. SO UGLY! ):
feels gud to be not working! (:
mr wilson finally gave me sth to do. YEAH! but...... the task is: translate a receipt that is in Malay.. into ENGLISH! and it's all the construction materials. i CANT find translation for all those ):
*PUKES from trying to search for the meaning of those words.
in a mth's time. i'll be starting a brand new life of mine: LIFE IN SMU. life as a uni student.
I've worked for quite a couple of months, yet, my bank account is still.. er hem. ):
Looking back, i'm amazed at the wonders i did to deplete my savings. *insert some applause here*
Shamir will be gone for some time. That's when my uni life is going to start. urgh. I don't know what will happen. I dont wish to know either. When the chairperson is gone, common sense tells us that the vice-chairperson will take over. But, vice-chairperson says, "nononononon. i'm not ready to take up THAT kind of responsibility".
I just realised how much I've always depended on my chairperson. ahh. shall talk less of such stuff, lest more of my hair falls. (already lost quite a noticeable amount of hair cause of the Sabah Trip..)
anyways....... after the Rover RoundTable last night, almost all rovers went out for supper, or rather, a drink. Because we had like 14 people, it wasnt easy trying to look for a place with air-con that can accommodate all of us for a nice drink. So, at about 12am, in Serangoon Gardens, we visited a few places before settling at RK Eating House. A super warm coffee shop that sells prata ):
Had Basil to send some of us home after that. Basil is Mr Nice. bwahhaha.
i'm so hungry right now.. i need food.
Doctor says that maybe I’ve injured my ligament or tendon. He recommended me to the Changi Sport Medical Centre for checkup/physio? DONNO ): Changi Hospital is like so far away. CAB CAB. MONEY MONEY.
GST hike officially commences tmr! Sad sad.
I’m NOT done with my shopping.
I wanna get my new camera and laptop. I wanna get more clothes. I wanna do so many things which involve spending of money. ):
I’m going to get ready and go out to look at my precious camera/laptop. After that it’s Rover Roundtable. *YAWNS. ):
But, there’ll be gud food! (: happy happy.
Wonder if I’m actually suffering from any kind of eating disorder. I feel so bloated perpetually. YET, every single second, I crave for some food in my little mouth. It’s sheer willpower that stopped me from eating THAT much.
I cant afford to put on anymore weight. All the fats will just gather at some weird, unsightly area cause I cant really exercise. My INJURED KNEE.. ):
And not forgetting my ugly legs. Unevenly toned and covered with mosquito bites. AHHHHH. What can I do?
I guess I’ll just have to be COOL about it. Those are evidences of me working hard in SABAH! Heh.
It’s rather sad that I havent been keeping fit these few days. My AMORE package has expired. BLEH. ): Gotta sign up for a new one SOON. Yes. SOONNNN!
Just got back from Sabah on 26 June 07. I came back with more than I’ve given. (: Many hiccups along the way, still, on the whole, I enjoyed myself. Am really glad to be a participant in an event like that. Cant imagine how shagged/stressed I will be if I’m the facilitator or even the Project Director. NOOOO. I don’t want to be like them, though I do admire them for their capabilities.
Many people asked me about my trip. Till now, I have yet to reply. HAHAHAH. Because I’ll lazy to tell one and then have to repeat the same old story to another. Yes, I’m lazy. So what? You know that I’ve always been lazy. HAHA. :D
Felt really tired for the past few days. Reason: UNKNOWN. Over there at Sabah, I’ve slept well (at least 8 hours of sleep each day). I ate well too (sometimes even more than Austin’s/Shamir’s share). It wasnt that physically demanding as most of the times, the guys would just help me out. BUT, I’m still tired.
Luckily, It’s 29 June, and I’ve recovered. Am G L A D to feel alive again! (:
Going to POLYCLINIC soon, for my knee ): it’s starting to hurt again. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. Visit doc visit doc. Visited another doc at Raffles Medical Hospital ytd for my SMU medical checkup. Eeee, visit doc.
Yenny&XM are going to Taiwan soon! URGH. I was supposed to be with them. All cause of my Sabah Trip. ): HMPF. Anyway, am officially broke now. With no income to support myself, I’ll have to use my pitiful looking eyes to psycho people to treat me. Yes. DO RMB TO TREAT ME WHEN WE ARE OUT.
I may/may not be looking for a job. Depends. It feels strange and awfully bored to be lying around at home. (Though I know I have quite some stuff to do. HHAHAHAHHAHA)
reason being: i cant log on to BLOGGER ):
so sad.
okays. so anyway, i'll be back for quite some time i think..
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itsallaboutfeel.blogspot.com
recently. finally decided my choices for the Uni courses. heh. :D
quite sure i'm going for the Rovers Investiture this time round. just need to talk wingkeikeikei SOON.
thinking abt uni life. dreading uni life. (study study. busy life. esp if i'm going to stay in the hostel) yet looking forward to uni life (cause i no longer have to wake up early for work)
Life has been monotonous. sleep. tv. wake up. work. scouts? no scouts. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! SCOUTS. )):
time to write my AV testimonial. so Mr David Wong can write a proper one for me based on mine. ah goo goo.
i wanna eat KFC.
am blogging quite regularly recently. haha. i just need the mood. once i have it, i'll keep blogging as and when i'm free. (:
hahaha. i think right now, i TOTALLY look like a kid. having a Hello Kitty cup by my side. am hugging this Mashimaro pillow. have the latest CLEO magazine on my desk too. and am clad in this red little cotton skirt + polo tee + a jacket. kiddy school gerl. HA.
( oh. today steph and i wore the same skirt. but diff colour. we wore polo tee as well. and have the same kind of hair clip. it's freaky cause we didnt buy all the same stuff together. didnt agree to wear the same stuff. didnt know we both own a similar/identical shoe/hairclip/skirt. it's freaky. yet FUN. <3 )
tmr going kbox with duatao and steph! erh. provided steph's sorethroat recovers by then. then again, steph will still insist on going despite the sorethroat. so yah. i guess we are still going.
shannie's going a commissioning ball tmr evening. ah ah! wil be in her sexy dress. *whistles*
oh. and am done with the last chapter of "Rovering to Success". shall talk to tinkywinky before i make my decision whether to join or nort.
today is quite a beautiful day. (: randomness.
